Saturday, January 19, 2013

Ada’s Reading Biography - Of fairy tales, love stories and (un)happy endings …



The library has always been a huge part of my reading experience ever since I was old enough to appreciate picture books and simple stories. My first memory of library visits is taking out piles of books from the children’s section with my sister while my mother reads the cooking or baking books nearby. Reading back then was at first something to help me pass time, before it became a hobby and soon, a passion. When I read, my mind shifts gear and after a long, stressful week, a book could be a good distraction. As I grow older, I realized that books could also provide us with a vicarious experience of people’s lives, as it introduces us to the emotions and thoughts of others, even if those characters are the product of an author’s wild imagination. In this respect, I feel that reading could help to expand our own experiences and it is also through reading that we can taste the life experiences of those who live in lands that are distant, cultures that are distinct or in generations that are now extinct.

As a child, I remembered reading a large number of books from the Little Miss and Mr Men series by Roger Hargreaves as I absolutely loved the colourful illustrations and the adorable characters. There were more than a hundred characters from the series but some of my favourites include Little Miss Sunshine, Little Miss Trouble and Little Miss Giggles. I soon began to read books from Enid Blyton, Jacqueline Wilson and Roald Dahl too, and I particularly love Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, the BFG, James and the Giant Peach and Matilda. Of course, who could forget the fairy tales and happily-ever-afters from the magical world of Disney? I love reading the stories of the Disney’s princesses as I was quite mesmerized by how a pumpkin could turn into a coach or how animals like fishes could talk then. I soon learnt that those stories are the hyper-romanticized versions of the original ones by Han Christian Andersen and the Brothers Grimm. Frankly, I felt quite cheated and refused to read fairy tales for quite a while after that, especially when I realized that the original versions did not have the happy endings that I initially thought they had. But despite the unhappy endings, those stories of adventure, fantasy and fairy tales continue to fascinate me greatly although I soon dabbled into the horror genre with Russell Lee’s True Singapore Ghost Stories, which took up, a significant portion of my time during my upper primary years.

When I entered my teenage years, I begin to read romance novels which have some elements of thriller or crime in it like the 1800-MISSING-WHERE-R-U series from Meg Cabot. At the same time, my love for princesses and tales of royalty continues and I soon read The Princess Diaries series written by the same author as well as the fictional historical romance books by Barbara Cartland, which ignited my interest towards the history of England and Russia. In fact, such books was the start of my love for … well, love stories and the romance genre as I soon find myself reading the works of Danielle Steele, Nora Roberts and Cameron Dokey to name a few. Of course, how can I forget Nicholas Sparks and I vividly remembered crying after reading A Walk to Remember. These love stories of emotional intimacy certainly offered a much welcomed retreat from the mundane world of trigonometry or chemical formulas and the fact that there are readers who read love stories in a world where staying ‘connected’ means communicating via SMS or Friendster back then led me to believe that the world is not that cynical after all. The legends and myths of the ancient world also interest me greatly and the stories from ancient Greece and Egypt especially, captivated me the most. The morning ritual of reading magazines from Asian Geographic imposed by my school also provided me with sufficient dosage about the myths, legends and traditions of the countries closer to home. It soon dawned on me that these myths and legends are not only good literature with a comprehensive usage of literary devices like symbolism and metaphors, but it also help readers to understand the ideas that shape different cultures as well as be the thread that connects the identity of the long gone past to the present, and possibly the future too.

I didn’t read as much as I would love to during my junior college days as the workload was overwhelming and I was particularly drowned in the sea of all the economics essays that my economics lecturers made me do. Naturally, I hated that subject but on the bright side, I took history and English literature and the compulsory literature texts like Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen somehow managed to provide me with a tinge of comfort. I went on to read Emma, Persuasion and Mansfield Park and declared Jane Austen as one of my favourite authors ever since. It is perhaps the intricate meshing of romance (yes!), humour and wry social observation all wrapped in one book, but my endless appetite for a love story with a happy ending definitely got me hooked to her works. There were also the local texts like Fistful of Colours by Suchen Christine Lim which I find relevant since it made reference to some places and events that are familiar to me as well as the challenging readings like Othello and King Lear by William Shakespeare which I am not a big fan of – 1) I find it hard to analyze and understand what was going on at first. 2) I do not like the unhappy endings.

After entering NIE, I was introduced to many literary works from all over the world, some from authors which I have never heard of. Despite that, stories like Bartleby, the Scrivener by Herman Melville, Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte and The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald became instant favourites to me for the themes and issues that they conveyed. The history modules that I took throughout the four years also constituted of readings about key historical events like the French Revolution, the World Wars, Holocaust or the fall of the Ottoman Empire and I particularly like Jackson Spielvogel’s books on them. The long breaks after each semester also gave me an opportunity to check out some books that have been the talk of the town and see for myself, what all the hype was about. So while I regret reading the Fifty Shades trilogy, the Perks of being a Wallflower or the Life of Pi on the other hand proved to be amazing reads to me. 

That said, it would seem that many of us go through our every day lives on autopilot. We are assailed from every direction with so many pressures thrown unto us that we become almost numb. This could partly be the reason why I choose to read books from various genres (preferably those with happy endings actually) whenever I could as it gives me a chance to feel, to remind me that we are human after all, and there is a beautiful, exciting world out there, waiting to be discovered under all the hectic schedules, school or work demands and what-nots. 

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